Daniel Walked Towards the Moving Train

Dedicated to Daniel Pollock

Swastika melodies play brutally on a fuckin’ 78 rpm on a repurposed anarchist turntable –

fuckin’ Romper Stomper, American History X and This is England rubbish twat nonsense…

2023 posh hanging-on wankers, cunts, and bullshit promo creators –

this after-the-fact party is absolute fuckin’ shit –

and Daniel hid in the shadows until it was time –

until the train… until he walked towards it –

and fucking got ran over –

Daniel fucking got ran over by the fucking train…

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Prison is a bitch – a glooming and looming awaiting nightmare –

only real when the cell doors close behind you for the first time…

Daniel avoided prison by stepping in front of a fuckin’ train

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The lights bright in his eyes –

the tracks sounding loudly and rumbling -

Chug, Chug, motherfucker - it is coming…

and the fucking last thought – upon the tracks –

his last thought upon the tracks…

brain matter and thoughts upon the fuckin’ tracks…

I feel the cool air against my skin

as the fuckin’ open bedroom window presents it to me…

and I think about Daniel jumping upon the tracks –

I think about him walking towards the train…

Daniel fuckin’ walked towards the train…

And I don’t know if I’m envious or jealous…

My therapist tells me they mean the same thing -

…and I think she is wrong

Photo: Jimmy Broccoli.